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Killing S.G.
03:58
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Dear god, forgive me
For I have killed a son of yours today
Beat him to death and watched him fade away
Whispered her name to his ears, as farewell
Dear god, I hope you'll understand
I couldn't wait for your judgment and lost myself
I could not accept him walking around
Happy and not afraid
This was supposed to be done when we had the chance to see
When we had the guts!
Taking a life, it should be hard I thought
But the grief ate it out
The grief on her face
Nightmares woke her up
Every night I could not stop
Your justice was wrong
And now I take hold!
Forget your instincts
Focus on the hatred you have fed
Don’t even think about what it’s going to take
You’ll wipe an insect from this life, as an hero
Is it worth the pain she has ever seen?
Isn’t it worth the pain he will cause again?
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I promised her once, that everything's going to be alright
Yes, a common lie
How could I stop, what grew in me watching her cry out?
Now put me on fire
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2. |
A Brand New Day
04:15
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Take the blame for what is coming
Destructing everything that I am holding
Time for cleaning my whole life, now
They just won’t see how you feel
Accusing what you’ve done, no reasoning
You can’t satisfy everyone, all the time
It comes to an end
It comes to the end!
Watch them tearing down your dreams
You will spit their ugly faces
Then get ready for what awaits
A brand new day
You will cry watching the yellow leaves fall
Understand why you were not able to hold
Be prepared for the upcoming cold
A story to be told
Quit the people that I’ve trusted
Quit the idea that I’ve defended
Time for me to realize, it ends
Ignore my rights, leave me now
Then come back, ask for your needs, should have known
I say “sorry man, you no longer exist”
It ends for you
It ends for you!
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Can’t hold inside
Tears go down my eyes
Don’t judge me for my failure
I just cry for not reaching the only thing in mind
The ones living my life
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3. |
Holy Betrayal
04:10
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don’t forget to take my hand, believer
live in sin, in where you’re pledged, deceiver
take away to your broken misery
dreams of lies, dreams of pains, insane
left to bleed he waits for sleep, apophis
empty feed your silent creed, sick of this
far away to your broken memory
innocence gone, lost in sun, all I've done
the god still reminds me, my failure days
When you close your eyes
He waits for the time to let you see
Hate that in your heart
To punish what he’s gifted to thee
Bow down and obey the time you’ll leave
You’re just a play doll in the end
Welcome back to where you’re born, little one
No way out, don’t cry for more, merciful
Find the reason of this pain, his betrayal
Prayers burnt, no answers, judgement
Gave you a life; he gave you a soul, thank you
Gave you will to draw your line, dear you
Wants it back, got things to do, why now?
Why can’t I choose, why don’t you ask? Fuck you
The god still reminds me, my failure days
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Why don’t you give me a chance to
See if it’s real
Why don’t you come here and see
What you’ve done to us all
-chorus-
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4. |
The Pattern
03:52
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next time you start to shit your life
just make sure that you'll have the chance to go back
take the high ground to welcome the dust
be a survivor and leave all behind
never look back, for what you have lost
and never betray this moment you own
rest for the second you'll dodge
the punch, the bullet, the hatred
time is now!
total eruption
no more loss
everything you've believed is gone
they feed you and boost you and shake your hand
then dig the graves and put you in
with all the shit in my mind now
fuck respect, i'm shitting onto your beliefs
to whether drown or find a new home
within the peace of the place in my daydreams
standing away, from what you deserve
understand the meaning of what you have heard
words will not take you to
where you seek so much, you'll live in peace
bastard for some
fool for others
a pal for few
turning into a clown amusing myself
they feed you and boost you and shake your hand
then dig the graves and put you in
Thank you all
For the bullshit
Goodbye now
Time to give you a gift presenting my hate
they feed you and boost you and shake your hand
then dig the graves and put you in
you'll know when it's time to let go, surrender
surrender to the pattern of life
A route drawn by others
Like justice for all reasons
Mummifying the desire
Of recreation of ideals
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5. |
What For?
04:12
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Peaceful, not expecting smiles
End now, leaving the place to cries
Seek out, a way to understand
For nothing drop the tears
Ask me to defend my blood
Tell me to think it’s my right
Hand over the human inside
Blame myself
I had the option to try…
Deny…
Ask why?...
What For?...
The collapsing lives of the month
Listing the names on the menu tonight
Pick one to send to the other side
Tell them what for they died
Rotating the world is not enough
We should turn it to a game of might
The loser is already set right?
Greed fills wasting the heart beat
Hate flows destroying families
Mankind, busy with the creation
Of suffering, same old story
Work for it, save for it, smile
Give it all to a fool and die
Suckle ’em all, grow ‘em up, happy
Take ‘em back, in a box and cry
Love him bad, fuck him good, nice
Take the fist to your face and hide
A good man, you’ll be then fired
Steal the lives, you’re ok, fine
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6. |
Our Kind
03:11
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I believe we'll relieve the pain
Burning you from the inside
We'll help you reach what you have prayed
For he's the one you can't fight
Categorize us all in a cell
And watch this game going on
Curse us all, name us in yourself
The fear of it will feed you now on, lucky you
Don’t believe, don’t deceive
Don’t you ever pity what I chose for
My soul, my mind, my heart, my love
This is our kind
We regret trying to tell
How wasted it is to pretend that there’s a reason
Why you hate, why you kill, then how you pray
You liar bastards
Kneel down and look up to the sky
We’ll clear the dirt in your throat
Question, there’s no protection now
Can’t cover the sins we have caught
You were pretty right to throw us out
To a prison created in minds
Now watch, how we tear it down
Better find a shelter to guard your own, poor you
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Our fucking kind
Filled with disgusting greed
We believe in what you have raped
Words can’t tell the infinite
You try to limit it to a page
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7. |
The Memories Behind
04:49
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Focus on the puppet you play with everyday
Ignore the huge grin on the face
Light difference between the wood and the flesh
Enlighten it before you go grey
Comes back to you!
It does
The choices you’ve made underline
The name on the memories behind
The dream is not the one that god has given
But more clear, more real than heaven
More real than you!
More real than us!
Came back to you!
Playtime ends enter the night to sleep
Comes the rest you could hardly believe
Let go of the rules written in fear
Don’t need them to let you be free
Comes back to you
It does
The choices you’ve made underline
The name on the memories behind
The dream is not the one that god has given
But more clear, more real than heaven
More real than you!
More real than us
Make mistakes, don’t go back and fuck it
Accept the life, the flame inside, just hold it
Say goodbye, and they will cry, for real
Raised up on, their shoulders, you will see it
Will see it!
Will see it!
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8. |
The Beast In Me
06:06
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Told you once
that you're one
in this life
ultimate survival
prove me wrong
and let me see
you'll be ok
i can't stand
you in tears
put me in a cage before it wakes again
the realistic beast in me
put away the razors that will cut my wrists
i know i still got things to do
back to where
dreams appear
to be fading
time to fight
the failing me
but i
won't
die
until there's no hope left
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Nothing will go right
I guess this is, what they call, a life
Just keep yourself on the fucking line
The rules are set, “shhh” no cry
It will feed inside
Eating you out, clearing out your mind
Reflexes tell you to be alright
Torture the soul, leave a hole behind
A hole behind!
i can't hold
my anger
anymore
need someone to let me see
the past
the real
the "me"
someone to help me stand
-chorus-
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9. |
Cycle
04:06
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Tell me a reason to expand
The deadline of my optimistic view
Save your prayers for the time I go
Who knows what I will leave behind
Imagine
I’d like to kill this good in me
I won’t beg you , just hate me
I don’t give a shit
I cannot bear you all at once
Please leave me be, let me save
The time I’ve got
The soul I’ve got
The kid I’ve got
Adapting the two face concept o’ life
Change shapes for a million ass long tide
Bend the road I’m walking all this time
The cycle won’t make it this time
Not this time
I’d like to kill this good in me
I won’t beg you , just hate me
I don’t give a shit
I cannot bear you all at once
Please leave me be, let me save
The time I’ve got
The soul I’ve got
The kid I’ve got
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