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The Pattern of Life

by illet

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1.
Killing S.G. 03:58
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Dear god, forgive me For I have killed a son of yours today Beat him to death and watched him fade away Whispered her name to his ears, as farewell Dear god, I hope you'll understand I couldn't wait for your judgment and lost myself I could not accept him walking around Happy and not afraid This was supposed to be done when we had the chance to see When we had the guts! Taking a life, it should be hard I thought But the grief ate it out The grief on her face Nightmares woke her up Every night I could not stop Your justice was wrong And now I take hold! Forget your instincts Focus on the hatred you have fed Don’t even think about what it’s going to take You’ll wipe an insect from this life, as an hero Is it worth the pain she has ever seen? Isn’t it worth the pain he will cause again? -pre chorus- -chorus- -pre chorus- -chorus- I promised her once, that everything's going to be alright Yes, a common lie How could I stop, what grew in me watching her cry out? Now put me on fire
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A Brand New Day 04:15
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Take the blame for what is coming Destructing everything that I am holding Time for cleaning my whole life, now They just won’t see how you feel Accusing what you’ve done, no reasoning You can’t satisfy everyone, all the time It comes to an end It comes to the end! Watch them tearing down your dreams You will spit their ugly faces Then get ready for what awaits A brand new day You will cry watching the yellow leaves fall Understand why you were not able to hold Be prepared for the upcoming cold A story to be told Quit the people that I’ve trusted Quit the idea that I’ve defended Time for me to realize, it ends Ignore my rights, leave me now Then come back, ask for your needs, should have known I say “sorry man, you no longer exist” It ends for you It ends for you! -chorus- Can’t hold inside Tears go down my eyes Don’t judge me for my failure I just cry for not reaching the only thing in mind The ones living my life
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Holy Betrayal 04:10
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don’t forget to take my hand, believer live in sin, in where you’re pledged, deceiver take away to your broken misery dreams of lies, dreams of pains, insane left to bleed he waits for sleep, apophis empty feed your silent creed, sick of this far away to your broken memory innocence gone, lost in sun, all I've done the god still reminds me, my failure days When you close your eyes He waits for the time to let you see Hate that in your heart To punish what he’s gifted to thee Bow down and obey the time you’ll leave You’re just a play doll in the end Welcome back to where you’re born, little one No way out, don’t cry for more, merciful Find the reason of this pain, his betrayal Prayers burnt, no answers, judgement Gave you a life; he gave you a soul, thank you Gave you will to draw your line, dear you Wants it back, got things to do, why now? Why can’t I choose, why don’t you ask? Fuck you The god still reminds me, my failure days -chorus- Why don’t you give me a chance to See if it’s real Why don’t you come here and see What you’ve done to us all -chorus-
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The Pattern 03:52
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next time you start to shit your life just make sure that you'll have the chance to go back take the high ground to welcome the dust be a survivor and leave all behind never look back, for what you have lost and never betray this moment you own rest for the second you'll dodge the punch, the bullet, the hatred time is now! total eruption no more loss everything you've believed is gone they feed you and boost you and shake your hand then dig the graves and put you in with all the shit in my mind now fuck respect, i'm shitting onto your beliefs to whether drown or find a new home within the peace of the place in my daydreams standing away, from what you deserve understand the meaning of what you have heard words will not take you to where you seek so much, you'll live in peace bastard for some fool for others a pal for few turning into a clown amusing myself they feed you and boost you and shake your hand then dig the graves and put you in Thank you all For the bullshit Goodbye now Time to give you a gift presenting my hate they feed you and boost you and shake your hand then dig the graves and put you in you'll know when it's time to let go, surrender surrender to the pattern of life A route drawn by others Like justice for all reasons Mummifying the desire Of recreation of ideals
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What For? 04:12
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Peaceful, not expecting smiles End now, leaving the place to cries Seek out, a way to understand For nothing drop the tears Ask me to defend my blood Tell me to think it’s my right Hand over the human inside Blame myself I had the option to try… Deny… Ask why?... What For?... The collapsing lives of the month Listing the names on the menu tonight Pick one to send to the other side Tell them what for they died Rotating the world is not enough We should turn it to a game of might The loser is already set right? Greed fills wasting the heart beat Hate flows destroying families Mankind, busy with the creation Of suffering, same old story Work for it, save for it, smile Give it all to a fool and die Suckle ’em all, grow ‘em up, happy Take ‘em back, in a box and cry Love him bad, fuck him good, nice Take the fist to your face and hide A good man, you’ll be then fired Steal the lives, you’re ok, fine -chorus-
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Our Kind 03:11
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I believe we'll relieve the pain Burning you from the inside We'll help you reach what you have prayed For he's the one you can't fight Categorize us all in a cell And watch this game going on Curse us all, name us in yourself The fear of it will feed you now on, lucky you Don’t believe, don’t deceive Don’t you ever pity what I chose for My soul, my mind, my heart, my love This is our kind We regret trying to tell How wasted it is to pretend that there’s a reason Why you hate, why you kill, then how you pray You liar bastards Kneel down and look up to the sky We’ll clear the dirt in your throat Question, there’s no protection now Can’t cover the sins we have caught You were pretty right to throw us out To a prison created in minds Now watch, how we tear it down Better find a shelter to guard your own, poor you -chorus- Our fucking kind Filled with disgusting greed We believe in what you have raped Words can’t tell the infinite You try to limit it to a page
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The Memories Behind 04:49
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Focus on the puppet you play with everyday Ignore the huge grin on the face Light difference between the wood and the flesh Enlighten it before you go grey Comes back to you! It does The choices you’ve made underline The name on the memories behind The dream is not the one that god has given But more clear, more real than heaven More real than you! More real than us! Came back to you! Playtime ends enter the night to sleep Comes the rest you could hardly believe Let go of the rules written in fear Don’t need them to let you be free Comes back to you It does The choices you’ve made underline The name on the memories behind The dream is not the one that god has given But more clear, more real than heaven More real than you! More real than us Make mistakes, don’t go back and fuck it Accept the life, the flame inside, just hold it Say goodbye, and they will cry, for real Raised up on, their shoulders, you will see it Will see it! Will see it!
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The Beast In Me 06:06
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Told you once that you're one in this life ultimate survival prove me wrong and let me see you'll be ok i can't stand you in tears put me in a cage before it wakes again the realistic beast in me put away the razors that will cut my wrists i know i still got things to do back to where dreams appear to be fading time to fight the failing me but i won't die until there's no hope left -chorus- Nothing will go right I guess this is, what they call, a life Just keep yourself on the fucking line The rules are set, “shhh” no cry It will feed inside Eating you out, clearing out your mind Reflexes tell you to be alright Torture the soul, leave a hole behind A hole behind! i can't hold my anger anymore need someone to let me see the past the real the "me" someone to help me stand -chorus-
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Cycle 04:06
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Tell me a reason to expand The deadline of my optimistic view Save your prayers for the time I go Who knows what I will leave behind Imagine I’d like to kill this good in me I won’t beg you , just hate me I don’t give a shit I cannot bear you all at once Please leave me be, let me save The time I’ve got The soul I’ve got The kid I’ve got Adapting the two face concept o’ life Change shapes for a million ass long tide Bend the road I’m walking all this time The cycle won’t make it this time Not this time I’d like to kill this good in me I won’t beg you , just hate me I don’t give a shit I cannot bear you all at once Please leave me be, let me save The time I’ve got The soul I’ve got The kid I’ve got

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released January 1, 2014

produced by Sertac Kaki

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illet Istanbul, Turkey

One of the new mutations born from the evolution of metal music in the world, illet... A modern sound fed by the influence of new genres like NWOAHM, metalcore and numetal; merged clean and aggressive vocals; complex riffs, crushing drums and electronic flavor... ... more

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